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February 28, 2020 at 6:00 am #340438
because all the plans we made for her to be there with me,, was supposed to go back to here place to rest and recuperative
I have no family here, she was it,, guess i will just come back to the motel, and do the best I can, I haven’t slept or eaten that much in the last 10 days,, I just can’t snap out of it,
have you ever been in love,, well this is tearing my heart out,,February 27, 2020 at 4:29 pm #340352
Anita. What would have if I contract Herpes,,, she would never leave me no matter how much we would of argued, we weren’t arguing them even before this talk,, maybe little tif’s nothing serious? the houses in CA,, some were great a puta few $$ down payment but withdrew, why,,my girlfriend has a retarded dtr living with her,, and goes t a program school here,,, out in CA the school was 30 miles one way and in LA traffic it would be 3 to 3.5 hours on the road everyday, I kept on telling her find the school first then house would folllow, never did. her cousin has the same program but didn’t contact her for various reasons, again i pulled out,,, finally i said we will fly out. we did found a house put a deposit,, sent in the downpayment,, on the way home I took the heart attack. now i didn’t pull out i need more time from the broker I wanted to see what the cardiologist said, I told her to go ahead with the plans. the money wasn’t an issue, she said no. I just wanted to be sure that she wouldn’t be wasting here time in traffic all day. i guess i worry too much,,,,
now VD day we had go out,for dinner,,, pic of a house and deed in CA, and diamond in the pocket,, we were driving to the restaurant and I was excited to show her the house,,(all i said was I saw a great house to live in,, and that one it all started, the fight just escalated to no end
she said she didn’t love me,, she wanted me out of her life, and get out of her house,,, so I did,,, she wouldn’t return phone calls text messages or emails, now her brother called me saying he knows she is going thru a hard time with the dtr that is retarded and I wasn’t helping. he said to back off and just leave her alone, How long? he said months maybe.
Now here I am, a house in CA. and diamond, and living in a motel, I thought this would blow over but its not,,February 27, 2020 at 12:39 pm #340316
Anita: your probably 50 50 right on this the night she promises me if I ever got Herpes from her,, we were doing great no argument, she just like the condoms, so I ASK what would happen. The diamond, I waited didn’t want to get into an argument, so Valentine Day came,, (bad choice)
from 2014 thru 2019 it was good, we travel to calif in 19 looked at houses, put a few deposits,, but you have to understand I am a planner,, all the dot have to be lined up, she is not, my only concern it this was I was looking out for her and dtr safety and welfare, I think the house hunting got to her,,,
everyone things this woman is the best thing to walk on earth, full of love, happy, will do anything for anyone except me,, I cannot even get a phone call returned.
Anita, i can handle being alone,, its just that I am in love with her, i hear thru the grapevine that she has told everyone that she stills loves me but needs space nowFebruary 25, 2020 at 3:40 am #339898
i am so confused, hurt, and she knows it won’t answer phone or text or email. totally shut me out, wants to focus of finding herself she is 71 yrs old and I am 76. she knew i was buying the diamond. i just cant get thru to her