I am at University and go to college studying my dream degree – I graduated high school young. But mentally I don’t know how I suddenly got all these adult responsibilities so fast you know? Living out of home has accelerated the pace more than what it would have progressed if I were at home. I still feel like while I don’t really care for being single in terms of getting with people or messing around, being in a relationship is so much commitment for your time and energy and I never realised it before now.
I do still want to enjoy these years of my life. I think I’m going to talk to him and try work out a way to bring the relationship down a notch without ruining everything – if possible?
I think I might go see someone regarding the anxiety. It is just a different type than I’ve ever dealt with before.
What you’re saying makes a lot of sense. I don’t want the emotions to rush back all at once. Twice today I’ve had the urge to burst out crying but then it faded just after the tears started.
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