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  • #389642
    Andrew
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    Thank you

    #389640
    Andrew
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    Which part of the US are you from? my dream one day is to go to New York. I guess I’m still a happy soul but I just live my life through fear and worry because of everything that has happened to me. I never use to have so much fear and worry Is what I mean. I just really hope therapy helps I feel like it’s my only hope.

    #389638
    Andrew
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    The US is my dream country wish I grew up there. Well after I lost my dad I was struggling but I was still positive and happy. I guess losing my mum and house and having an emotional abusive sister that won’t leave me alone just really shattered me. I don’t feel like I’m the same person anymore. It’s scary that pretty much everything has been taken away from me. At such a young age

    #389635
    Andrew
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    I use to be such a happy soul, now I just have a lot of pain, fear and worry In my life and I’m scared I’ll never be the same person ever again. Got you are okay What country are you from?

    #389627
    Andrew
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    Thank you for checking up on me, not good my mum passed away on Monday so that’s my mum and dad taken away from me so I am really struggling at the moment but it’s life. I’m on the waiting list to speak to a therapist so I hope that helps. Guess I just have to try and be strong even though it’s really hard. How are you?

    #388187
    Andrew
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    Thank you for taking your time to respond to me. I shall try everything in my power to resolve the situation and to keep my sister out of my life because all she brings is pain and fear. May God bless you too thank you.

    #388184
    Andrew
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    I was a good son towards my dad even though we didn’t have the best of relationships at times. I think I feel guilty because I’ve always wanted to stop watching porn because I am a Christian and I know it’s bad. Also after all these bad events that have happened to me I just want to live a perfect peaceful life. After I watched porn I felt like I made a massive mistake and that I need to fix this mistake I’ve made so that I can live this peaceful perfect life I so wish to live because I’m tired of bad things happening to me. And like I said my sister emotionally abusing a lot just didn’t help the situation I think she broke me.

    #388182
    Andrew
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    Losing my house wasn’t up to me, and my mum going to a care home also wasn’t my fault. Because of her condition it’s not physically possible for her to come home because of the care she needs. she has to go to care home because she needs care 24/7.  I don’t think I have ever gotten over losing my dad but my sister emotionally abusing me for a long period of time just didn’t help.

    #388177
    Andrew
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    Thank you for the reply, I started getting emotionally abused by my sister when my mum first went into hospital 5 months ago, and still continued  until I decided to block her because it was getting too much. The last time I watched porn was In July and haven’t watched it since. What I don’t understand is why I panicked about watching it and started to think about all these negative thoughts of what I could of done even though I’ve watched it before and was fine and why still haven’t I got over it. Why do I feel like I’ve done something so bad that I need to punish myself that I nearly ended up going to the police over something so silly even though I’ve spoken about it to people and they’ve said everyone does it it’s normal.

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