My boyfriend is having most qualities that are ticking my boxes, he is working but i am worried that he is not developing himself to have a better future whiles i am trying by all means to develop myself. We do talk about what we want for the future, and he is now trying to develop himself, but like you say, for who does he make the development for, I honestly would not like him to do it for me, but as he say, he is doing for us.
Its like if he was the way he is but have more ambition. He is a very humble, caring, loving, supportive and i always feel happy with him, until i think of him not have any ambitions.
I am not sure what void i have to fill when it comes to my ex, I wish i knew how to let him go. I feel trapped to this. I always think maybe he s thinking about me, or he wants to talk to me. Its as if i am delutional about it. I really realy want to break through this. It is holding me back.
My hope abouy my future is to achieve goals iv set for myself, i want to live well, i grew up struggling, and i am afraid my kids will struggle if i dont work hard. I am not sure if its the reason why i am not fully satisfied with my current boyfriend. I dont if its the reason I am crushing on his friend. Am i weird to crush on him. Hence i feel like i am attracting drama in my life
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