A shame to hear your in pain but I was uplifted to see all the great suggestions for alternative healing and referencing to Louise Hay. The main thing is to understand what your body is trying to communicate to you – Debbie Shapiros: you body speaks its mind is a good book when your starting out learning body communication. With the premis that illness is the weak spot so the flow of energy gets trapped and blocked there… once understood and block cleared the body will heal itself back to balance.. I hate to plug but do check out my site too as I might be able to help…www.rediscoverthemagic.com xx