No Anita, no pans or dishes. Just Pillows , cushions even the bed sheets . Psychologist said , it’s all normal but will take time. She also asked my husband to talk to me when I ask questions , answer them honestly. I loose temper only when he avoids discussion.

Dear Inky,

Thanks for the respond and your input. I do not know whether I am overreacting … I feel so rejected and humiliated when I think of that. I do not want to pose myself as an Ideal woman but this is the fact that I come from a royal family and that was one of the reason my family was not happy for me to get married with my husband. I am very very highly qualified (More than my husband) I have an outstanding working career. Winner of a reputed beauty pageant, very good cook, an artist , good interior designer, …. you name it and I have that quality .This was the reason my husband fall in love with me admire me that I am a complete woman. On top of that I left all luxuries and my family for him. That was the time when I wanted more support from him and he was after those girls and writing love letters. Those loving words, emotions he shared with other girls , I had the right on them. If I believe him , that he only kissed and hugged her don’t you think anyone can it without any emotions?  why did he called her in a room? He could sit in the hotel lobby or cafe.  He proposed her as well.  After so many arguments  and requests he kept meeting , calling and writing to them. He can not call just A MISTAKE to a 7 years relationship , it was not a mistake , it was a decision.  When he knew that I am handling his Facebook and it is easy for me to find out  the facts , even then he kept denying that he ever touched that girl. He accepted when I told him the details of his meeting and has no option to admit. I feel guilty, what was my mistake? He has a business and travel all around the world , who knows what he has been doing for last so many years? I only want him to confess everything he did , I do not want that after sometimes again I find something and then again he says… Ah it was my foolishness. I cry when he touches me. I hate myself when he kisses me because I cannot tolerate  that those lips and hands have given the pleasure to someone else…Gosh Am I crazy?