Hello Gemsandrubies,

How awful for you that you have lost both your best friend and your fiance to each other, and so close to your split.  It sounds to me that you are really so much better off without them and that neither of them deserved you.  I agree wholeheartedly with Marie and MochaB.  Your physical sensation of grief and feeling that you can hardly breathe suggests that this has impacted on your chest/heart area so make sure that you intentionally send love to this area.  Reclaim that which you have given to others and give it to yourself instead.  When you have filled your heart with self love, let it flow to every other area of your body.

You say that this loss is triggering past traumas.  Let those traumas come up and then release them.  I know this is a painful process but it will serve you well in the long run.  The emotion you attached to the events is the part that causes the problem.  Taking some time to examine them, releasing the emotions that come up, forgiving anyone that you need to forgive including yourself where appropriate will go a long way towards healing yourself.

You will come through this.  Stay strong and let your light shine.

Best wishes

Peggy

Hello Emilly,

I was able to pick up on your energy field and found what I tend to term ‘a grey area’ which stretched from your throat area to the base of your torso.  I was able to clear this and followed it by cleansing your whole energy field.  I hope you find that you can go about your daily tasks with less hindrance.

I did pick up something from a past life which I’ll give to you:  it seems that you were a musician in an orchestra playing a violin (female) and that there was some jealousy on the part of a male violinist.  He was quite overbearing and you just sat there, not saying anything.  It was, however, hurtful to you and my interpretation is that you had not dealt with your ‘hurt’ in that lifetime so you have carried it through with you into this lifetime.  When you say that you had a dream of him sitting upset, it seems to be saying that he regrets his behaviour towards you and was probably not aware of how much it was hurting you because you didn’t tell him.  Forgiveness is probably the key to resolving this issue.

This work is quite new to me, Emilly, so please feel free to check what I am saying.  Perhaps you can meditate on any aspect of this and see what insights you receive.

Let me know your thoughts.

Kind regards,

Peggy

Dear Emmy 8675309,

Welcome to the club.  I have had a hard time trying to make out why certain situations and blocks have been in my life too.  After several years, I finally feel like the blocks are being removed and I might actually be able to get on with my life.  I found some very good meditations on line by Stephen Nobel which may help you.

Also, I can sometimes ‘tap in’ to people and previous lives.  I can give this a try and see what happens.  I can also scan your energy field and see if I can remove any visible blocks.  I’ll have some free time in about 5 hours time so will give it some attention.

Best wishes

Peggy

Good morning, Marie

It’s always good to read really positive posts and your life seems to be going in the right direction and working out for you.  Enthusiasm is infectious.  Hope you have a great weekend and that your plans come to fruition.

Best Wishes

Peggy

Hello Emmy8675309,

This is an interesting question.  You are in touch with the spirit world and you are receiving messages from them.  They are trying to communicate with you in any way that they can.  Electrical equipment is one way in which they can influence the outcome of a particular situation.  In the example you have given with your laptop, they were trying very hard to prevent you from either asking the question in the first place or accessing that website as a platform.

It seems to me that the person you have been dreaming about may be important in your life at some stage and that you are being prompted to speak to him.  Sometimes when there is a familiarity (it’s as if you knew each other), it’s because your paths have crossed in a previous life time.

I’m going to go back to past life again, it may be that you had difficulty in speaking out ‘you didn’t say anything’.  Perhaps you were/are shy, perhaps you have met with ridicule, perhaps your mind was elsewhere, perhaps you didn’t have the ability to speak.

Creativity comes from the sacral centre which is situated two or three finger widths below your navel and it is coloured orange.  It can be useful to focus on this centre to activate or reactivate your creative juices.  You can clearly see what you want to write with your third eye, centre of your forehead (indigo) but you need to bring it to fruition in a practical sense.  Whilst focussing on your sacral centre, ask with all sincerity for all blocks to be removed and see what happens.  Ask for guidance and protection from your angels on a daily basis.

I would love to hear further from you.

Peggy

Hi Felix,

Between the ages of 17 and 21 you have been chasing this girl even though she has made it clear that she isn’t interested in having a love relationship with you.  If she hasn’t changed her mind in 4 years, then it is time for you to move on.  You sound as if you have put a lot of energy in maintaining contact and now you have grown tired of it.  It is not healthy to obsess over someone.  You don’t need to feel confused that your feelings have changed.  You just need to accept it.  This is just a normal part of growing up.

You don’t have to have someone new in your life immediately.  Let this first girl go.  It is not fair to anyone else for you to be with them when you really want to be with someone else.  You will meet someone new who can return your love.  Just believe that it will happen.  You say you are working but you don’t say whether or not you have any hobbies or interests other than chasing girls.  Focus your mind on doing the things that you love to do and be happy in yourself.   This will attract people to you.  Most people have fond memories of their first love but very few people stay with that person forever.

Best wishes

Peggy