I feel like she has not come out from her past relationship and not ready for new one from this behaviour. Hitting the wrong spot. If you are truly interested , let her go. She will come back to you if she is yours.  If she doesn’t come back. Then she never meant for you. We can’t understand person nature in 2 weeks conversation over online. True bonding is like a tree and it needs time to grow.

Hi Katie,

I am an average looking girl. We had few pretty girls in my gang who got more importance from boys. I had been go through my adult phases being judged by beauty. I was surrounded by such immature friends once in my lifetime. I lost my confidence because of that and I had spent much money to look better.

One of my male friend made by eye open and said that ‘People always look for better looking girl even though have enough good looking girls surrounded by. This is nature of the people‘. So point is none of the good looking girl can satisfy thirst for beautiful looks. Season changes. Attractiveness traits also will change according to time. Many attractive actors came and disappear from 19th to 20th century. But No can be replaced by Mother Teresa, Indira Gandhi, Marie Curie, J.K Rowling etc. Their Action speaks more than their looks. They are eternal personalities. Our mother looks prettier than other women in world. This is because of unconditional / Selfless love in them. Hence I understood at some point that beauty is not in skin deep. It just an illusion. According to me, true Good looks for people are unconditional love, compassion, spreading Happiness and peace, being smart, and confidence .

So I started to improve my personality skills instead of spending for beauty stuffs. But I take shower everyday… LOL… 🙂 I prefer to look clean instead of wearing much makeup. I practice yoga, meditation and attend personality development classes in my locality. Season changes. Slowly I started surrounded by right people who loves me what I am. So just chill and good Luck!!