Hello, thank you for replying. Sorry for my late reply 🙁

I think you’re right. I’ve been denying forgiving him for some reason. I think my heart is trying to salvage what me and my ex used to have, but at the same time trying to maintain a connection with my current boyfriend. Its confusing and makes my current relationship feel watered down, like all the feelings have been dulled because my heart cant decide. Tonight I’m going to attempt to forgive him and let him go, one bit at a time.