yes last night I Don’t have rested very well because I was thinking of it, I took a nap in the afternoon and now I feel better. we can talk when you want about Emotion Regulation.
a friend of mine the only person who know that I like this girl,after I told what happened yesterday have told me to not catastrophize the event because It happen frequently when a man is interested in a woman to act a little awkward happen to everybody, sometimes talking with a friend is helpful he suggested like you play the card of message her on istagram, but I don’t know what to write to start the conversation, life is short I want to know her =)

Maybe I’ll think about it later, for now I don’t want to think about it for a few days,

I went to the shop where he works with the excuse of refilling but I stopped after a while and got anxious and his colleague started laughing and I think I made a bad impression

1. I’ve had some short chat with her, and I was thinking of going to talk in person where she work when she is alone in the shop  to break the ice, and after a few days send a message on istagram and tell her that I like to know  her better, if She seems interested I will ask her out for a coffe or a drink.
2. The rejection hurt so much at the time that I don’t pursued any romantic relationship, in retrospect I know that I shouldn’t react in that way I was young and naive 10 years ago,but insecurities stopped me
3. The fear I had  In the last years  are that girls thinking bad of me because of my lack of experiences