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  • February 1, 2016 at 10:51 pm in reply to: giving up on life #94678
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    I’m going to start using this as a journal I guess. I’ll start by adding that today I’ve notice a bit of a change. I guess I feel more confident or stand up. I’m also optimistic about my schooling. I think I can stay motivated to do good and put school high up on my priorities and not procrastinate. I also made some resumes and I’m going to apply to as many local places I can. I’m also going to work on being more confident with people and being able to start a conversation with them.

    Right now, I’m going to sleep and wake up early. Then that day I’m going to start my journey.

    January 30, 2016 at 1:51 am in reply to: giving up on life #94294
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    @anita
    At the moment I’m not worse nor am I better.
    I’m just trying to relax and figure out how to understand what is going on.

    January 26, 2016 at 9:48 pm in reply to: giving up on life #93914
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    @anita
    I know I’ll never find someone who I can feel safe around. Because I push people away. Even when I know I have a friend who is loyal. But I think my temper gets to me. I get mad for something small and I treat everyone like shit. when I’m angry, and most of the time I am, I think I scare people away. I think that’s why I’m always lonely.

    January 26, 2016 at 7:56 pm in reply to: giving up on life #93888
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    Sometimes I feel like I just want to die.

    January 26, 2016 at 7:50 pm in reply to: giving up on life #93887
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    @anita
    Yeah.
    Sometimes I feel like I’ll be alone forever. I’ll always be unsatisfied with my life. I feel like I can’t heal because I’m scarred and scars don’t heal.

    But I don’t want any of that. I want to be happy and to look forward to wake up to another day. I want people to see me and say that’s somebody. I want friends who are loyal and will stick by my side no matter what.

    But I feel like nobody. Nothing. Empty. Sad. Depressed. Angry. Mad. Deprived. Weak. Lazy. Terrible.

    I don’t know what to do. My whole life I’ve been like this. Nothing ever gets better. I wish there was something I can know. Something I can do that will make me happier. All I want is to be happy.

    January 25, 2016 at 5:21 pm in reply to: giving up on life #93687
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    @anita
    It seems like there’s much more to my anger. Something I don’t know about. I have a hard time seeing myself without this anger. It’s almost like I am the amger or something. I have no clue how to find the message because it seems so complicated for me to understand.

    January 24, 2016 at 10:24 pm in reply to: giving up on life #93592
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    I think I need to take control of my anger and I’ll be able to heal because I have very bad anger problems that cause a lot of damage to myself and others. I easily get offended by something and I can just have all this heat inside me. It feels like a fire burning inside ny chest.

    I think my aanger is the cause of most of my problems. I also heard that anger is more of a symptom of something else like fear.

    How do I distinguish this “fire”?

    January 24, 2016 at 1:17 pm in reply to: giving up on life #93507
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    @anita
    I also feel like I’m a bit stressed out because I dont have a job.

    January 24, 2016 at 1:50 am in reply to: giving up on life #93466
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    @anita

    So how do I “get on the healing path”?

    January 19, 2016 at 9:23 pm in reply to: giving up on life #93095
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    I’m anonymous on this forum. Noone knows me so noone can say he’s that guy that sucks at life. He’s weak. He’s a failure. He’s nobody.

    People on this forum have to feel empathy for me and that’s why I come here. Just knowing someone cares about me gives me hope. It tells me there are good people in this world. It’s the only way I can get empathy so I feel valuable. Like somebody.

    January 17, 2016 at 10:18 pm in reply to: giving up on life #92873
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    Never. I don’t need anyone to know I have a miserable life

    January 17, 2016 at 2:22 pm in reply to: giving up on life #92840
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    Well, one of my closest friends tells me he wants to kill himself every day. At first I thought he was joking, but he’s been telling me everyday for a few months. He’s probably just as depressed as I am. But I pretend depression doesn’t exist. When he tells me he wants to kill himself i either ignore him or I just tell him to stop acting like that. He tells me he hates his life and stuff. He tells me a lot but I ignore it and act like everything is okay. I tell him it’s all in his head. I just don’t know how to help him I guess.

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    January 17, 2016 at 2:09 pm in reply to: giving up on life #92837
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    I don’t know. I feel like I can only talk about how I feel here. I can never talk to someone i know or anyone I can see face to face.

    January 14, 2016 at 1:52 pm in reply to: giving up on life #92541
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    @anita
    My family troubles have gotten better. I no longer worry about that anymore. I’m mostly worried about myself. I’m failing school. No job. Nothing. Im just unsatisfied with my life.

    And thanks to everyone else for your help.

    This is just a lot to deal with

    January 12, 2016 at 10:41 pm in reply to: giving up on life #92334
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    It’s not really family relationships that bother me. It’s my friendships. For example. I sometimes find my friends back stabbing me, being dishonest and unreliable. It’s complicated

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