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November 14, 2020 at 2:40 pm #369325
I removed her photo from my wallet. Day by day she is more and more away from my heart. I feel lonely sometimes, but it is ok. She has still furniture in my flat. Most of furniture, refrigerator, washing machine belong to her. It is from her own flat. I have almost empty flat without her stuff. So I do not know what to do. Her flat is 70 km away. She said that I can have and use that stuff in my flat. But I can’t completly cutt her off my live, with that stuff in my flat. But I am scared what if she will want to come back, what if her new man kick her from his flat, who knows. I love my freedom I got without her.
I am scared too, if I will cut her off from my live immediately, she will want to come back, or she will try some manipulation.November 13, 2020 at 10:29 am #369261
Hi, yes that is my big wish. Yes, she doesn’t care. She care only about herself.
She gave me what I had needed. So I loved her so much. I would have done everything for her. I lost my freedom. I could’t have friends. She was jalous of my friends, even men. I couldn’t go to trip with my old friends.
On the other hand she could do anything with anybody.
It is not possible build future (house, child, trust) with somebody like her. I wanted, so much, but maybe her new partner saved me. Who knows. But now I am scared, thad her new relationship will faild, and she will come back.
I am still NOT able to burn bridges with her. Cut her off completly.
She still has keys from my flat, some stuff here, I have her photo still in my wallet, photos on social media, she still can come when she want here, I don’t have enough strenght to end it completly :/. It is still fresh.November 12, 2020 at 2:54 pm #369213
Hi 🙂 Yes, she has to pay extra two semesters. Now she is ending the last one. So I am curious if she now finish it..
In february this year she cheated me with some another Poland guy. It had been 3 weeks, then she came back. She slept in his flat but didn’t move with her staff from my flat. The last week of the three weeks she had paralel relationship with me and with him. This situation is similiar but now she moved all her things and it is longer.
When I figured out, she ended it with him. But 2 month ago she started write with him again. We argued about that and she said that he is her friend and always will be.
She always knew what can make me the happiest, but she always knew what can hurt me the most way. And she used it, as needed.November 12, 2020 at 12:46 pm #369196
Hi thanks, yes big sense. I stayed in my old flat. I wanted bigger but not yet. And I won’t play a game, who has better that or that. This flat is ok for two person, she had here everything, silence – I am at work, my help with materials to teach etc… printer, good computer. I payed everything, food, rent, etc…
She decided to leave me. I miss her, but I won’t play game like that, I am a human too, not stuff for one use.
So she is telling me what I want to hear. That is a big truth. So where is the love? It is only about using me….
All about her only her, whole world is rotating around her and her needs.
She is at university, she faild two semesters. And who was guilty? Me and her family … 3 years study , for her it will by 5 years. ..