Dear Anita,

i’m not angry all the time with her, i try to forgive everything that happen to me. but to be honest – I just can’t seems to forget everything she did, and when the time is not good for me, i tend to remind why she did it, why can be she more supportive, why i get so angry inside, why i am what i am now.

i learn what’s in the past is stay in the past, but why can i just let go? even if she may said regrets, or change her behavior, does it really can heal my wounds?

i really trying to find a solution to stop this angry feeling, towards her or my self. but i just can’t find it how.

maharani

Dear Anita,

Thank you for you reply.

To answer your questions, yes sometimes i still in contact with my mother, but not my father.

my current relationship with my mother i’m trying to get the distance, but sometimes i still communicated with her. With my father, no i don’t have any contact at all since almost 4 years ago.

regards,

Maharani.

Hi Inky,

Thank you, for your respond.

do i just over dramatize it, but why should i believe someday, which i don’t know when. We will get back together.

i do believe, when you have feeling so big and deep, sincerely with someone, then it’s must be mutual. but how people react or respond about the feeling sometimes makes it bias.

sincerely, RAN.