but I too just had to put my old doggie to sleep. I loved him more than life itself. He was magical and amazing.Thinking back to the last few months, i ignored all the signs that he needed an appetite increasing medication or something. He needed a vet. Had i done this I know he’d be on the bed with me as I type this. Its my fault. I know its my fault. When he was showing early signs of feeling sick, I didn’t act. I let him sleep in his comfy bed and deteriorate. I let him do that and i cannot forgive myself. He deserved so much more and I let him down.
i put my doggie to sleep today. I miss him so much. I know he was in pain and quality of life means more than quantity. But I am guilty of not telling him I loved him everyday. I love him, even now, more than words can express. I hope that even in his blindness, unsteadiness and old age that he knew that. I feel bad that he hung on for me.
Should I have done this sooner? should I of gotten up early everyday, because i truly regret the days I slept in and didn’t pay him any attention. I should have done so much more for my dog and don’t want to breath anymore. I am not the same person. Should I have taken him to the vet sooner and had him put on pills/meds? I miss him barking. I miss him following me around the apartment. I miss him.
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