Hi Jemma

I really wish I had answers for you but sadly I do not. I am struggling with my loss on a daily basis and the only thing I can hold on to is that indeed it will be ok in time.
Can you tell me a little more about yourself and your boyfriend, where are you from? Did you meet him in India? Has he visited outside of India? How long have you been together? Did you meet his parents?
It is so awful that these things still happen and yes the heartbreak does feel unbearable and it feels as though no one could possibly understand. …
It feels for me sometimes as though I will never find happiness again but all I can do is keep plodding along, keep alive and hope one day things will be better. There simply is nothing else to do.

It has been seven weeks since this all happened and me and my boyfriend had to split. It has been extremely difficult and I feel like I have made no progress.
I feel like I am lost. I am grieving for the loss of my boyfriend, his family and a home I thought was mine also. I am grieving for our future, for my future. All my memories of India, the language, the culture, all the things I had to learn mean nothing now.
I have no idea where I am supposed to go now or what I am supposed to do. I currently do not have a job,and I can’t seem to make a decision on where to look for one. I can’t make a decision to do anything.
It feels like my future is bleak and I don’t want to take a step forward into my disappointing life.
I thought my life was going to be an adventure with the love of my life and now it feels like it will be disappointing.
I have no dreams. My dreams have been taken away.

Please, does anyone have any words to help me through this. I am so lost.