Since I was a kid I wanted to do the Marines. But it was from all of the stories that I heard from the family, and maybe it was a way to escape. And I agree, I feel like there is no purpose because there is no one here to Pat me on the back anymore, I’m off on my own. I know that is all part of growing up.
It does not feel good. Growing up I had trouble with my dad and was kicked out of the house for a while. And I met my goal of joining the Marines, by now that I have been out I don’t feel any reason to do anything. I may have been meeting those expectations but I always felt that someone wanted more from me. WhenevrW someone says something nice or does something for me I feel undeserving.
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