Dear TeaK,
i think i dont just have one problem. i struggle financially, schoolwise, mentally and parentally. people constantly push me into making hard desicions like choosing a career or choosing to love or hate my dad. i struggle with body image and constant judgement from close ones. some people have really high expectations of me because of the highschool i got myself into but in reality there is so many others who deserves my place. i struggle with the relationships i have with people. sometimes i cross boundries that cant be build up once again. but you are right the main thing that keeps me up at night is the thought of growing up, choosing a job, winning a great uni etc. since i live in turkey i need to tru exeptionally harder than anyone else to live a decent life. and then theres the concept of life which i wont get into because it gives me nightmares. the main thing i need help with is choosing a career path to later pursue on. thank you for asking about my problems and thank you for listening. have a blessed day.