Dear Sann:

I kept your thread for last because of my emotions involved. Interestingly I thought you would apologize or feel responsible somehow for my emotions, before I opened your thread a few moments ago. I suppose I know you well enough to predict that. I didn’t read the rest of your post, only up to the sentence where you considered apologizing.

I will be away from the computer for a few hours and will be back to your thread. As I wrote, my own fear of my mother is something that I will be confronting more closely as I read about your mother with the eerily similarities. I will do it though. Take good care of yourself, Sann. I feel closer to you as a result of the latest discovery, realization.

anita