Dear Anita,

Wow, I’m surprised to hear that you already expected that i would apologize and that you say you know me well. While I always think that I am invisible and that people never notice me. You already know me from a few forum posts. That is an eye-opener for me.
Or, did you know that, because you recognise that pattern, because you might also have learned to feel responsible for other people’s emotions?

If you want, maybe you want to read my last lines of my previous post first, before going on. I’d like to repeat it here, I hope you take care of yourself and mind your own limits. Maybe I am feeling too responsible for your emotions again now, but i don’t want to trigger you to bring up emtions again that might be too much for you. You don’t need to get involved in my story if you don’t want, and bring up many things for you again. Respect your own limits.

I also feel closer to you now. And surprised, that i have the right to open up like that and to share this with somebody. With somebody very nice and compassionate.

Take care, take your time, and only read and reply here, if you want to, Anita.