Dear Anita,

Thank you for your reply and your very kind words, again.
At the moment I am very nervous, my father and his girlfriend are coming to visit me for 2 days and a half, I haven’t seen them in 2 years and I feel a huge pressure to make a good impression. I don’t know how they will be, I have changed a lot since I moved to this country and I am hoping they as well, but they probably won’t. I asked the doctor if she could tell me a disease that would sound believable to explain the sick leave, and she told me just to say the truth. So that is the dilemma now, and I guess that I am going again to making up stories and hiding things, make them look better, trying to avoid their judgments and comments.
Anyway, this is getting very off topic.
Why I say this, is that I will reply to you later, in a few days, if I go to much into this, it might get me more into a stressful mind, and I need to relax now for a while, read a newspaper (ha ha!) or a nice book.