This probably won’t help, but my overwhelming feeling is not that there is something wrong with you or you have nothing to offer but that you find the world a bit hard at times (it is, at times) because you are a decent person, and that you likely have a beautiful personality to people someone like me. You say ““No one will love you because you do not have the qualities other people value”, well, I value kindness, as do many others, and the more people you talk to, the more likely it is you will find someone as nice as you are, and you will understand each other and that will be it. You don’t have to be an ‘aplha’ or protector as you put it – to women that were beaten or abused by their macho fathers, a gentle, kind man with a heart is a million times more preferable. It’s hard to find someone else who feels like you because, in general conversation, people don’t open up like that to people they don’t know well – you could work with someone with the same feelings as you, but they seem hard and aloof because they too think they are the only one like this. So try get to know more people better and maybe you will find someone who sees what I can. Look in the right place though – somewhere you may find like-minded people. I tried Meetup groups for things like volunteering in a homeless shelter and meditation groups.