You know, I just realized that everyone I meet and fall out with is almost as painful as an ex lover. Hahaha…

I’m not sure why that is. But as I was lying in bed, really feeling my sadness and heavy-heartedness, my most recent pain reminded me of all the other pains I had in the past…

My recent pain is not romantic, although my second to the last recent pain was….

I wonder if I have almost equal weight for all of these people because of my social anxiety?