For some reason I can’t fathom, I find myself drawn to the right eye. Not out of anything else but understanding, and support. I just for some reason have a harder , and harder time going through the electronic interference. I know what I went through, and for some reason this woman see’s the same things I do. It’s just difficult for most to understand. I’m held to a different standard than other men. I just can’t agree with why I feel so horrible for wanting to say hi.

It literally took me half an hour to write this because I felt like I was being bullied, and interrogated by law enforcement to say something that would endanger her to a casual observer.

What kind of computer problem would cause that, because its exactly what I went through for the last 12 years.