So I met with my psychologist last night and it was a very eye opening session.

She explained to me that his behaviour sounds very erratic, and it’s not healthy for me.

She worries that I keep attaching myself to men who are not emotionally available, or good for me, and I keep repeating the same pattern over and over again.

She said I need to be conscious of my decisions going forward, and need to learn to love myself before I can be in a healthy relationship.  I suppose the same is for my ex as well.

One thing she mentioned about him, was to stop chasing him.  And if he reaches out, to tell him I can’t see him until and only if he gets some help, and can also commit to me 100%.

I still haven’t heard from him and it really hurts that he’s acting like this. Its as though Sunday meant nothing and everything he said was a lie.  I suppose its easier to be angry.  If he does reach out I will have to tell him no.