Hello there Anita,

Sorry for the delay, work was a little chaotic and we have had storms all day today , one thing i adore, i love watching the rain and hearing the thunderstorms.

I only just managed to finish it, and what a beautiful feel with so much meaning, sadness and joy all at the same time, i am glad we think alike.

Yes, it is a core belief that is guiding my life and one that has crippled me. Maybe this is where it all stems from, as she is the only sister out of the two that i get on with and living with her etc, i think i sort of looked up to her, to be honest i cannot remember if i did. What i do know is that whatever i do or whatever i say is always brought down by her strong opinions of what she thinks is right and me also being somewhat opinionated will always defend myself, but in the end i always back down as i cannot take the anxiety she brings on.

I did the little exercise you asked and i felt very good, very proud and i will say the word that is always a part of me.. i felt ”wanted”

Blessings

x