Yes. I guess I do sometimes feel safe. Especially if I create it in my head. Especially with men.

Last May I was in my apartment. And I had suicidal ideations. I was scared of my thoughts and to be alone. I called my friend and went to her house. She tried to make me feel better. Cooked for me. All I kept telling her is that I wanted to tell my dad. So I called my dad. And he was about and hour away with my mother. They drove to my friends house and she told them what I had been going through.