Im not hoping for it to resume, I just want to forget him and find someone who loves me, I realized the whole time I was with my ex I was scared of him leaving me and I shouldn’t feel like that, I should feel loved not scared. He had a previous 5 year relationship which ended because he cheated, I met him 6 months after the break up and he was feeling really bad for cheating and wanted to change, I think he fell really fast for me because he thought he could be faithful to me not because he really loved me, or at least that’s the conclusion I’ve come to, he broke up because he realized he didn’t really love me like he thought and didn’t want to end up cheating on me, and so the whole relationship was him saying he couldn’t do it anymore and me feeling scared that he would leave me if we didn’t see each other for one month. I’ve seen lots of ldr work out so it was not the long distance, it was us, we didn’t work out and it would’ve probably been the same if we lived in the same city, it just would’ve taken longer. I know even if i love him it wouldn’t work.