I’m having a hard time. I was having and ok day and was at the pool with my mom. She said she saw a few days ago my abusive ex had some new unrelated charges. She then goes on about how she wants him and his family to get better and him to have a better life. I feel so hurt that she always sides with them, and has always done this. Growing up she didn’t protect me from my father or siblings. He got me hooked on drugs, she said she was going to kick me out of the house back then. but she wants my ex to get help. She never told me to go to therapy or psychiatrist I did it on my own. She never wants to help me and I have to go to court this week. How can a mom have so much sympathy for the person that almost killed her daughter? Why can’t she ever support me? I’m so alone, I have no friends except the one who doesn’t care about me. I have no one to go to. It’s feels like no one ever cares about me, especially not my family