I will come here because I have no where to go. I don’t know what to say. I can not talk to anyone. This summer is not going well and it’s my favorite season. I am trying to figure out what to do for my birthday that is coming soon and I don’t know what to do.

You think everyone is the same and I am telling you that some are catered to but ignore what I just wrote because it doesn’t matter.

I am so upset right now I do not know what to do with myself and if I show anyone that I am upset that will be considered bad behaivor. I erased what I just wrote because it doesn’t matter.

All I can say is “You lost out.” I say that to the general population. I had/have so much to give and they don’t want it. This country especially is getting the leadership it deserves and I should be proud that I “don’t fit in”. I’m proud that I don’t fit in.

What to do now though?? I don’t know what to do. There is nothing else I can accompliah besides a roof over my head and it’s all I have to hang on to because there is nothing else. The roof wouldn’t matter so much if there was someone with me.

I don’t know what to do.