Dear Anita,

Some thoughts. From a child or perhaps maybe just intrinsic me. Either way:

I don’t want to help people anymore. As in go out of my way to. It is exhausting. I don’t want to offer advice. I don’t want to give my opinion. I can do my job which requires helping people but to the level it has to be done well. I don’t feel that I want to over do it like I always have. If someone asks me what I think. I want to say that’s fine. I don’t want to go into a whole explanation and personal opinion. That’s it. I don’t want to make it personal. I want to stay more disconnected from many things and or people.