This f*cking world stinks. I am sorry that such a horrible thing happened to you.

Nirvair, you keep mentioning God. I personally no longer believe God exists. I think it is just a concept we invented to make us feel better. My own situation has become so unbearable that I have started to make plans to end my life. Not even the love I have for my family will mitigate this desire to end my suffering any longer. I am ready to take the steps necessary.

This world is finished, and if people can’t see that, they are unconscious, trapped inside a half-life of materialism and social media.

Best wishes to you.