Valora, i’ve been doing pretty good at redirecting.  Last night was difficult though.  I was trying to go to sleep and my mind was racing.  I got up and cleaned for a little bit.  That helped some.  I’m feeling better today though.

IPKR09, I have to respectfully disagree.  there was love there.  I believe that is what i felt.  As far as making goals and forgetting her or her existence.  Believe me, i have tried.  I have prayed that the memories of her would be wiped from my brain and heart.

Anita, if it is a mother attachment i have, then why haven’t i been able to replace that with my current girlfriend.  I’m confused there.

thanks