Keeping it  simple, you don’t want  to be a dad or a caretaker to young children. You want to have fun with a woman who does not have young  children and who is able to do fun things in weekends with you. When you have a girlfriend  like this, who is of course nice to you, affectionate, then you will forget all about your ex again, just like you did before, don’t  you think?

You are right.  That’s why i’m waiting to see if when her work schedule changes i feel better and things get better.  Where Im not “grounded” all the time watching her kids and I can do things on my own as well.  Even then it would be easier to find help watching them so we can enjoy ourselves more.

Brandy, I did not read through all of his posts.  I plan on doing that more in depth soon.  been somewhat busy and my laptop at home is a POS.  So i mainly get on here when at work.  I am curious of everything thought and how he did fix himself.

I do know that i am very stubborn (if you haven’t figured that out. haha).  It is going to take a lot for me to get over me thinking certain things.  And be very hard for me to read a book.  I’ve never been a book reader.  I have a problem of reading fast and not seeing the meaning behind things.  I am willing to do anything though.  I need to be done with this.  I did cry again today 🙁