Anita,

how come there’s no manual for this stuff?  The reason I got into this situation is poor boundaries, low self esteem, and pretty much starving for attention. I think I was exactly his type.  I’ve got to get better with all of this.  I feel Like I need a life bandaid.  I’m going to start counseling I get free sessions through my work I  just have to wait about a month.  I don’t if the embarrassed will go away.  how can I not think about begging him to not stop talking to me? Telling him I won’t text him anymore, telling him I have issues….. and he responds I’ll pray for  you. After he said that I deleted everything from my phone and thought I’m going to bed at least it’s over because I couldn’t  have ended it myself.