I have a constant worry that he thinks I’m crazy or unstable in general.  I want to get this point across but I will not go to his house 1. I’d have a panic attack there and not be able to talk 2. It looks weird in general to just show up 3. A normal person would probably be over this by now.

So im wondering if I should actually drop off a letter at his desk when he’s not there yet.

a counselor would say let it go and work on yourself but this roadblock is in my way. I’m a closure kind of person.

Lindsey