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March 28, 2019 at 8:10 pm
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lindsey
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Anita,
sorry sometimes my writing is all over the place like my thoughts.
Regarding M- I can’t recall what his face looks like, it’s blurry. Almost like my brain doesn’t want to remember or can’t.
Regarding the ex- there was about 2 years of the coercion sex and then nothing for about 1 1/2 years when we separated. It was awful and that area I always found very lacking. No childhood trauma.
Ironically I would say I used looks/sex to get M.’s interest. I feel like I need a service dog to assist Me in making any type of decision about a man. I was in a fog for about a year until 3 weeks ago. I literally could not make a healthy decision for myself. I felt in limbo.
Lindsey