Anita,

Day one of move so far so good just tired.  I’ve noticed when I get stressed I start having negative thoughts about myself and what M. Must think of me and my behaviors.  I’m able to push them aside and start listening to the good side of my brain say it’s all ok.

I don’t recall being overly clingy with past relationships before my marriage or a constant worrier that they wanted to leave or didn’t  like me.  I think I’m going to have to take things extremely slow in the future with a man.  It’s kind of like having a really bad fall off a horse and suffering say a broken leg.  When you decide to ride again, Be cautious but have fun too.

I’ve just gotten a mentor at work who also works out at my gym.  It’s a man but he’s older And married and he and his wife are really good people.  She works out at the gym too.  I’ve started to realize how important it is to surround yourself with good people.

Lindsey