Anita/Classified,

Anita I got on the forum in tears and classified had me laughing. No offense but I totally relate to the humor and the obsession.

I’m not much better.  I’ve woken up 3 nights now having a panic attack or feeling like I’m about to. I feel like an iritable walking zombie.  I’ve had to take my alaprozam (I think the spelling is wrong but don’t care at this point) each night and it’s makes me feel awful the next day.  I’m feel constantly worried in my new place I’ve yelled at my kids and feel claustrophobic whenever they are over bc my place is smaller. I’m writing this in tears because I’m so tired and so worried that this will not go away.  My ex is taking them tomorrow and gave me a 2 hour break this morning.  He’s had them since I was tiring to move and has helped a lot with the move.  I know this is all a really big change but I thought I was supposed to be better.  My mom and I got in a big fight too bc I asked her to venmo me money this am after my dad offered and I said no yesterday.

lindsey