I’m going to try again sunday.  I’m going to tell her that i’m just not in love with her and that I don’t see a future with us.  That I don’t know why or when, but somewhere I fell out of love and i started feeling unhappy.  That I need to be alone and learn to make myself happy before i can think about having someone else in my life.

I really want to tell her that part of this is that every single day I still think about my ex.  sometimes throughout the entire day.  And that if i’m still thinking about her, how can I even begin to feel anything for someone else.  But I know that would hurt so much more to hear.