Yes and thank you. I’ve begun implementing a slightly different demeanor today. Trying to be more confident and asking for things or for something different at every opportunity. I’m going to make these changes become more of a focus, and be sure that the changes stick.

As far as today- when I woke up, I was fine for about 5 or 6 seconds. Then I could literally feel a weight on my chest and mind entering right before she came into to my mind. Then once she was there, she’s remained there and that’s where I’m still at.

Knowing she’s not right for me, doesn’t want me, that she’s moved right along, or that I’ll never see or talk to her again has done absolutely nothing to keep her off my mind. Theere isn’t 5 seconds that can go by whe my mind doesn’t drift back to her. She not worth it at all, and I think even she’d agree. But it’s almost like a toothache at this point.