Dear Lindsey:

I want to google a few of the drugs I am not familiar with and will do so tomorrow morning. Borderline anorexic in high school, that was before your mother turned you loose, too soon and too sudden, before you went to college. Do you know what caused that anxiety, leading to borderline anorexic behavior in high school, and do you remember other anxiety fueled symptoms before high school, earlier, as early as in grammar school, even before?

– one more thing, if you are inclined to answer (I am okay if you don’t want to answer any of my questions!), I remember you wrote that you and your mother, who had you at 19, “grew up together”- I am wondering what you mean by that, growing up together, on your end, how do you grow up together with .. your mother?

I will turn off the computer next and be back in about 14 hours from now, hope you have a productive meeting with the psychologist tomorrow!

anita