Anita,

On a side note I’m 99% positive the risperdon was increasing my anxiety.  I increased the dosage last night and started having reacurring panic attacks.  This has happened before with meds.  I’m waiting to hear back from the doctor on trying something new.

I bet you are a retired mental health counselor.  You are pretty spot on with the analysis. Like big time right actually.  At one point I thought my morther and M. acted similar.  How do you stop the embarrassment? These actions and thoughts are very damaging.  I don’t want anyone to think I’m a freak or that I have issues. I will include your insights with my psychologist.  Appointment tomorrow at 11am.

Lindsey