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Hello
As you said here, I started to experience more and learning social skills. So I tried to find some friends in my city, I searched for an online group and joined. There I tried to speak with others and making connections but they were too superficial and I could not make a conversation with them at all. I tried a lot for two days but everything went wrong. So I decided to leave that group. I was thinking about joining NGOs again but my last experience was awful when I saw a lot of people in NGO fighting against each other. So this one is not the right choice for improving my social skills.
And about 3 days ago my friend said that maybe I was wrong and my ex-girlfriend maybe only wanted to protect me and then left me and so it could be good idea speaking with her about it and maybe it is a chance for having the relationship again. But when I spoke with her, she said that she left me because she felt that I’m blocking her from progressing at her working life and so on. So I really don’t know what is the right steps for solving these social problems. Finding friends and girlfriend sounds really big challenge for me now and I feel that I need it really strongly. I need a practical suggestion which can help me find a solution.

Sorry if I only speak about this kind of stuff here and boring everyone 🙁