Dear anita,

I feel like this happens to me a lot, that I try to fix something and make it worse. I try to do the right thing and everything goes wrong. It is frustrating that I am so socially awkward. But I guess I haven’t learned some things yet. But this was also one of the reasons why I withdrew myself. Because I feel that I often make people uncomfortable. So better stay alone, to make no more mistakes. But it is also not a solution and made me unhappy with myself.

The rack is still useable, except for that one stick. Maybe I should just let it be then?