Hi Grenada,

That must be really hard for you, being there when they are closed off and not opening up to you. Is the move away from closeness on their part a recent thing? How did you last leave it with them? Did they say it was over and that is why you have blocked your page and other forms of communication like texting? I can really see both sides. It must be hard for both of you. For them living with the guilt and being torn and for you meeting someone you get in with so well but they don’t quite trust it or aren’t ready to change.

Good for you thinking about your self respect. I lost all my self respect with him and even my thinking now has him on a pedestal and not be able to move on properly. I read somewhere that if you love someone and miss them, you need to try and love them enough so you just want them to b e happy. I am trying to do this but it feels alien. Mostly I feel jealous. But hopefully that is where I will get to in the end. How are you coping day to day with not hearing from them? Hope you are okay X