Hello Diletta,

thank you, I agree that it can also be good to be alone at times, for myself I know that I need time to recharge alone regulary.

You are right, its a lack of closer friendships. I would like to have friends that I could just message “hey what about a movie on thursday?”  people to celebrate birthdays with (don’t get me wrong, I celebrate with my family, so not alone in that aspect) or to meet to cook and chat together. I don’t know how to get there. Sometimes I try and make stupid mistakes, so I am a bit tired of trying, too.