Dear Anita,

Thank you.

1) the ROAR is indeed a reaction, a fighting, screaming, annoyance, rebellion, disgruntled ROAR at giving power away.

It is saying ROAR I am angry that I don’t have power, but seemingly helpless about how to actually preserve it.  What a predicament for a person.

2) I see my mother from fragile puppy before – to monster now.  This shift is essential to healing.  Seeing reality as-it-is as you would say.  I am sure this will continue in many shapes and forms which I can not predict at this moment.  The path.

3) I didn’t put much emphasis on my husband in my last post.  And I see why – because if I am okay, he is okay.  It is that simple. Focus on myself being okay, content, and at peace – and all is well.

All is well.