Anita,

Your posts continue to bring tears to my eyes.

Please do not be exhausted. But I appreciate you reading so much of the past. Saying those positive qualities about me really helps. I realize a lot of people project onto me.

I am currently walking around this beautiful area. I got out of work early and took myself here. Wish I could send you a picture! I’m thinking of buying my sister and I something. Something for her bday as well as a celebration. We enjoy wearing the same thing (like twins!).

It’s interesting. I feel weird – exactly like you said. I feel free though. Not trapped. Like my own world. They have a horrible life though – which is very sad to me.