Hello

hope you are well. I wanted to let you know that I did find a job and I’ve started working a few weeks ago. It may not be perfect but it is a job. My health is struggling a little but I’m hoping I will be better in time. My mum is back in India. I keep thinking that I should give up my life here and go back to India. There is nothing there except my mum but I won’t be so alone. I’ve struggled to make my life here over the last 15 years with the divorce, job changes and feeling alone every time. I am 44 and will be 45 in 6 months. I don’t really have a life anywhere. What do I do? Should I go look after mum in India though I don’t want that? Or do I continue here – hoping that I will be with someone or lead some life but forever alone? Thank you. I had to speak to someone. Thank you for listening.