I do not remember exactly how old I was when it happened or how I felt about it… Maybe I was 3 or 4. But all I know is that things got very intense at home. My parents would start to fight all the time and they were very hot tempered. They became more and more abusive, physically and verbally towards each other and towards me (when I do something wrong). My mom once told me something, after giving birth to me… she did not wanted me because of the fear of becoming a bad mother.